Learned to Live Half Alive

I'm Alyssa. I'm short. I play the oboe and stuff. I was dumped for someone prettier after a year and a half.

Anonymous

I won’t.

Anonymous

that really clears it up, thanks.

I don’t know what I did… what are you talking about…

sometimesifeellikeiampermafrost asked: Fuck them. You are beautiful and kind. Do NOT hurt yourself. Please<3

thank you sweetie…I won’t. 

Anonymous

Really? I didn’t realize I did anything wrong.

Anonymous

ok what did i do this time

Anonymous

Okay

Anonymous

:( me too.

I did try to get him to go to her. I tried.

I respect her as a person, that’s what no one understands. I don’t like her, but I respect her feelings and the fact that she has them and honestly I don’t want anyone getting hurt….

I tried to get him to pick her, so they could both be happy…

I got a hat…

She said she wanted to get high. He took her to the tallest hill in town. She said that she wanted to stay up all night and drink. He gave her a 12 pack of caffeinated Pepsi and said “drink up.” She said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face. He gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face, and helped her pull the trigger. She said that she wanted to cut herself. He took a polaroid of her, handed it to her along with scissors, and had her cut it up. She said that she wanted to see her blood. He took her to get her ears pierced. She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep. He had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. She said she wanted to be alone. He gave her a name tag that said “My name is: Alone”.

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